2011年的愿望

今天是2010年的最后一天...

也是突然变成公共假期的一天...

2010年就快要结束了

但我一点都没有变,

没变成熟,

没变聪明，

态度也没变...

变的只是健康

但

我还是原来的我,

张惠洁

2010年的愿望有些还是没得实现

但这些在一天内不可能发生...

除非奇迹的存在

不过

新的一年要有新的愿望(希望)

所谓新的不来旧的不去...

我的2011年的新希望是

1) 给我勇气面对我不想面对的事,

2) 希望我能健健康康的生活着，我不想让我爸担心

3) 开开心心的度过每一天....

不贪心，

就这些...

流星的降落

是我许愿的开始

但

奇迹永远不会出现

奇怪的我

近来的我一直心不在焉...

满脑都是你

不知道是不是太得空的原因

很想跟你聊天,

等待着你上网...

但偏偏只看见灰灰的人头相

当你上网时，

我会莫名的高兴...

每次都不知道有什么话题可以跟你聊...

可以看得出你很忙...

快乐的时间都是短暂的

每次你跟我说再见时，

我会有莫名的不舍...

虽然知道你很忙

但我还是很想跟你去看戏,

有时想跟你玩短信,

又怕你嫌我烦...

虽然我们的距离是很近，

但心的距离是多么的遥远

只有我在一头热

莫名其妙

>w<

我想快点忙起来...

不想再想多多

不然很快人家会以为我在自做多情

BBQ

Thanks yoke ha , nick and nicole~~

for 2 box of 香饼

and 巧克力

very nice

^^

Let party~~

hehe

my cousin post some pic ad~

let see pic say story

^^

i like my cousin house~

coz everyone go her house sure kena tipu~

we all though is banglo,

but not....

-.-'''

many food to eat~

got hot dog, chicken wing, fish, satay,

mee goreng, nasi goreng, bali and more~

When me, my sister and my father 2gether bbq~

my tang jie come and snap our photo~

i like this photo so much~~

my tang jie show my performance video

so pai sei...

take picture bulak...

@.@

After finished chitchatting,

and eat until super duper full~~

we then just going back~

lolx~

macam Queen and king~

going back also got ppl wanna snap us~~ haha

Happy Christmas~~

Ho! Ho! Ho!

Merry Christmas

This time i didnt celebrate lonely Christmas~~

*Happy*

cause every year i celebrate christmas alone

Today go my back melaka to have a bbq party

^^

my cousin make 1~

many food eat~

some more can see all my cousin and aunty

and can play with their child

i didnt take photo this time...

need with my cousin upload,

will post it next time

^^

My christmas eve also not alone~

some more is many people celebrating with me~

All my violin friend

^^

although the performance very lousy...

hehe

Tomorrow going genting

^^

this few day have many activities

busynya...

the little boy very cute~

but the other....

very emo..

that's why we need play him

Tomorrow Ensemble

Come here to have some update

....

Today go shopping with brother~

go toowi eat again

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haiz...

suddenly change to violin 2~

the melody very wired...

and i dunno i play correct or not

dunno tomorrow can perform well or not

T.T

got 21 song to perform

but i just perform 20 song only

1) Mansuri

2) Joy to the world

3) Jingle bells

4) Hark! the herald angels sing

5) Deck the Hall

6) Fantasy on Greensleeves

7) the music of the night

8) Hiawatha

9) Postcards from Russia

10) The hanukkah song

11) A holly Jolly christmas

12) Rocking around the christmas tree

13) Let it snow

14) White christmas

15)Jasmine flower

16) Jingle bell rock

17) Smooth criminal

18) nan xiong nan ti

19) cam cam

20) havanagila

21) we wish you a merry christmas

This time perform for countdown

At centro Mall

from 10.30 - 11.30

but 7 need to sound check

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banyak earlynya

some more need wear white and red cloth

so i decided to wear...

shh~~*secret*

hehe...

see tomorrow picture lo~

X'mas plan balik kampung

^^

then 26 go genting...

dunno my friend give me airplane or not

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k la~

write until here 1st~

tired liao.. need go sleep jor!

FAT !!

Eat and eat and eat...

Fats come and friend with me

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Lemon mayonnaise fish

my new invention,

not bad~

hehe

i dun feel wanna go for tomorrow party...

Award ceremony not award me also

wanna go for what?

some more need prepare 1 song for perform

=w=

*jingle bell, jingle bell....*

X'mas is coming soon~~

will perform on x'mas eve

hehe

Come and join me at centro ba~~

^^

will b with u all on there for x'mas eve

Eating Day~~

*umm...burkkkk*

Opps~

hehe....ps...sorry~~

until now i still feel full.

Today afternoon,

cousin come and find me

we eat at opposite my office which have discount 50% for every food

like their "wo tip"

then i bring my cousin go dr choo there check teeth~

hehe...

then i also tumpang...

but reach there saw many people are waiting

T.T

waste my 4 hr just wait my cousin turn...

Then at night go to setia alam pasar hunt 4 food~~

1st food is ice cream~~

then buy some kui to eat

After that,

cousin say got 1 "po pia" nice~

so i go and try

but...

not my taste

buy some food back 2 eat again~

hehe

goreng nangka

"you yu shao"

This time didnt buy "chao tao fu"

hehe

14th Happy Birthday Brother!

Yesterday is my brother birthday~

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BRO!

Buy some cake for him~~

We celebrate his birthday in Sushi king

Brother hand there kacau!

Call him take with me he dun 1...

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she bz playing Iphone...

Then,

dunno blow what wind,

my sister suddenly wanna register for sushi member card...

got 1 coupon RM20~~

next time can go and eat again

^^

This sunday wanna go watch movie!!

wanna watch "just call me nobody"

see it trailer like very nice!!

hope sunday faster come!

End of the semester 2

HOHOHO

my final finally finished...

PRAY for both of my paper...

*pray*

Happy~

got one month holiday

wanna do wat leh??

boring...

dun have any plan...

sumo more no car ...

cant go out

just can sleep in house...

T.T

anyone have any plane?

i wanna go oversea!!!!

Hate my next year time table

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coz saturday also got class!!!

死亡

身体一天比一天差了...

死亡时间也一天比一天的近了...

每次不是吐，就是肚子不舒服...

不是肚子不舒服，就是晕

昨天拉琴拉到一半晕倒,

这次的晕倒是比较严重...

上几次都没有这样...

老师因该吓到了吧...

真的很对不起...

也很谢谢你

也很谢谢爸爸

送了我倒诊所看医生...

诊所的医生说我血压很低才会晕倒和呕吐...

事情很严重这样,

说我有可能一睡不醒,

或是驾车驾到一半突然之间晕倒不醒...

需要吊一包水和住院一天观察.

不过要到医院去...

因为他们没有器材.

听到这我就开始哭了....

因为我超讨厌医院和打针,

对它们有恐惧感....

会这样应该是因为上次的经验...

到了上次的伤心地,

他们推着轮椅来接我

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我觉得我像是废人一个....

我哭了好久...

他们又说没有 "neology?" 的医生...

要到subang medical center 才有，

叫我们明天到subang make appointment....

他还说，

如果要住院，

他们也不会专注我...

所以要住院不要住院喜欢我们...

因为我的血压起回了,

我当然不要!!

所以就回家...

只能说这次蛮严重的...

一站起来就晕...

回到家就像废人一样,

躺在沙发上休息...

没有读到书...

一点力都没有...

*死亡对我来说不可怕,

但我放不下的是我的家人...

T.T

对不起*

1 down... left 1

Yesterday just finished my bio process paper...

seems every people know how to do

but me ...

T.T

no confident to pass

hehe

still left the 1 more

haiz....

CRE1,

this subject many ppl fail

study = no study

totally dunno what it about

T.T

1st time aiming result...

and i didnt 贪心

i just 1 both of them "B"

increases my cgpa a bit also nvm...

at least a bit....

DUN DECREASE AGAIN PLS!!!!

but since both like not good...

cant aim better result liao

T.T

*少了那只癞蛤蟆，好清静~<3<3<3*

My poster banner

Yee!!!!

Yesterday i taking my nap...

my father suddenly call me and wake me up

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he tell me he saw my face at JJ...

i feel weird....

then he say he saw my banner

i was like

@.@

he tell me that he 1st time saw dunno that is me

he need to think very long

just can recognize that is me

coz not like me

Then at night i purposely go there see

T.T

i m so UGLY

then i fb with my conductor,

he tell me he still got stick at Giant!

but luckly got people take out~

haha...

Hope the JJ 1 also take out by people...

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no face see go out see people ad

T.T

this is the 4 different type of poster banner

i like this 1 more....

Finally and the lastly banner

........

......

.....

....

...

..

.

angry face...

ugly face....

T.T

大考来临！！！

嗨~~嗨~~

宅女"我"又来啦!!

这个礼拜快要完了。。。

大考就在下个礼拜

"5555"

什么都还没准备

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要准备了!!!

加油!!

A ya!!

Fighting!!!!

近来我觉得我的朋友圈好像越来越广了...

*开心*

永远的一个人

人，

一个人久了,

是会改变的...

我的生活习惯也已改变了...

是什么改变呢??

我比以前更重视亲情...

会把时间都放在家人身上...

朋友也会变得重要了...

我对爱情越来越挑剔了...

一个人的时候，

一定会听音乐...

这也是为什么我超喜欢音乐...

有时出门，

电话会常常忘记带...

因为都没有人找，

带了会觉得多余...

一个人久了,

发白日梦的时间也多了...

有时做事只需跟自己交待...

这种生活，

除了寂寞点外还是会蛮开心的...

就这样，

我也越来越喜欢一个人的生活~~

miss you so much!!

Today,

we come and see you ...

i still cant put down all the thing that relate with you

:(

still have many thing haven tell finished today...

T.T

everytime hear or see those thing that relate to you...

my brain sure cant control and will start to miss you

:(

I miss you sooo much!!!

hope can see you again...

but i know it is impossible

讨厌的人消失!!!!

讨厌到要死!!

每次开chatbox，

那只"死东西"，

一定会出来乱!

最近那癞蛤蟆又来了!!!

死癞蛤蟆!!!

"收皮啦!!!"

我英文差关你屁事啊!!

你的英文也好不到那里去!!!

只会三字经!!

其他什么都不会!!!

你身材不好，

脸蛋又这么.... haiz，

去整容医生都摇头!!

你还有口臭!!!

我的部落格又没有人叫你看啊!!!

看到不舒服不会不要看,关掉?!!

还在那里 "a ji a zho"

如果我是笨蛋你不是更加笨!!

你不知道笨蛋是看笨蛋的部落格吗???

还有

你这么喜欢吸，

你自己去吸到饱啦!!

=.=凸

那几个偷我家的东西也是!!

最好被警察抓到!!

或是他们偷到的东西又被别人偷!!!

*~~~通通消失吧~~*

It's time to buy a new violin

It's time to buy a new violin!!!!!!!!!!!!

and must hardworking practice my violin...

cannot be lazy already!!

Last week finally have practice for Quartet~~

Excited!!

Quartet have four people playing

2 violin, 1 viola, and 1 cello

Who are those 4 people??

hehe

red = violin 1 (teacher)

yellow = violin 2 (me)

purple= viola (teacher)

blue = cello (constructor)

All three partner with me are pro...

while me....

haiz....

no grade,

not pro,

not teacher (still student)....

That day practice,

i always play wrong...

cant catch up,

tooo slow...

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always make them stop....

some song seems too hard and too fast for me...

but i wont give up so fast....

now is the time to improve!

and

this December...

maybe can start earn some money!!!!

May be only...

But i'm sure that next year May will perform for this Quartet training!!

JY!!

Exam week

Time passes very fast for short sem,

I feel that,

i just blink my eye a while,

and now already week 4...

still left 3 week more 2 go for final

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Friday got bioprocess exam

and sat have MUET exam

@.@

still blur with all those exam format

especially MUET test...

T.T

I dunno why,

this few day feel very quite,

****emo****

listen to song also can feel like tat...

May be i didnt go back home this Thursday...

Saturday just can go home

T.T

study mood also being spoil.....

haiz....

Today already is the 2nd person say i thin ad...

I where got thin??

is just the hair make me look thin...

Actually,

when sem break i ad very fat

(-(o.o)-)

cause always eat, eat and eat...

now keep fit...

wanna cut all my fat in my body

"哦" 的含义

我又回来KL了,

又要开始面墙思过~~~

想起那时在面子书看的文章，

《一个“哦”伤害了多少人》

“哦”是网络发展进化出的一种无言的表达方法，

特别没有感情的一个字...

“哦” 这个字是我经常在用的...

我超喜欢用它

因为它很好用,

又简单，

又方便....

可以代表不想理你,

也可以代表，

你很烦，不要烦我!!!

“哦”这个字也可以拿来敷衍那些你不认识的人

^^

虽然说一个“哦”可伤害了多少人(我每一天都在伤害人），

但如果不哦的话就得伤害自己...

坏人

随着年龄的增加，

我的坏人的经验质也在增加...

好人的经验质却是0%

=.=''''

虽然说，

做坏人是件简单的事,

但对我来说，

要做坏人，

其实需要很大的勇气....

我不想再继续坏下去,

你们可不可以让我做做好人????

我都已经在避,

在逃...

是希望可以把伤害减到最低.

但你们还要追,

还要来....

X.X

每一次都是这样...

做了坏人后,

你们和我就不会再有友情存在...

只有尴尬存在...

我有试着去保持我和你们的友谊,

但结果是...

你们却误会我在给你们希望.

这又要让我在做一次坏人!!!

我很讨厌!!!!

到最后不是你受伤，

就是我受伤.....

我想做下好人,

结束掉所有做坏人的机会.

有没有这样的一个人呢???

我到底做了什么会让你们误会???

我很想知道!!!

Titiwangsa performance

Finished another performance

This time is perform at KL titiwangsa~

It is beside my brother asrama only

and this time,

the mic is on my violin

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can hear what i play...

play wrong so many

T.T

Play with mic

saw a square thing beside my pocket??

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am i "cool" with the hair??

we three play "赛马"with teacher

^^

this song very hard...

pactice 1 day only

hehe

curi curi turn off the mic~

i look at u, u look at me~~

both of us with mic 1~

come down to show off~~

We are the last who perform...

Oh ya~

last friday i learn 3 new word in Amway~~

feel like wanna share~

(in Cantonese)

Jusco = 炸死狗

Tesco= 踢死狗

Giant = 炸死人

lolx

Yesterday, i just know my toy 堂姐open shop in GM~

Hear she say until very fun with the price

^^

Next time can go GM shopping ad~~

Week 2

Morning all,

have nothing to do

so come here write something,

so fast already week two

still got 5 more week to go

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time pass fast

yesterday after school,

me and yoke ha go shopping

she teach me how to go and back using bus and train

Thanks a lot

1st,

we go pavillion for lunch

my lunch set big enough??

lolx

can tahan until dinner time~~

after lunch,

we go sungai wang shopping

lolx

yoke ha,

we cant wear our school uniform to shopping wan

sure will give ppl call

coz UTAR shirt wear liao will bcome very leng lui

haha

Next week will go with school trip to visit industries

^^

excited

wanna go see how they work...

everytime follow father go visit electrolyte industry

this time wanna see how oil industry work